Most nights before finally falling asleep I spend it on my phone playing games or I’m sending messages back and forth to people.
It’s one of the many things I do to stop thinking. It’s probably wrong because I really should take time to reflect but right now emotionally, I’m just not ready to yet.
I’ll talk, message or play games till I’m literally falling asleep with my phone in my hand. Either that or when my eyes just won’t stay open anymore — like now.
Think that’s my cue to sleep. The things we do so we don’t have to think. Crazy lady lol.