I still struggle most days with the amount of times we don't actually get to see each other.
It's hard not being able to just see him when I want too.
Sometimes I think we should be able to spend more time talking on the phone because we don't get to see each other a lot, but I know it's easier said than done. He has things to take into consideration and I get that but at the same time I wished she was sometimes a little more understanding.
It's a hard relationship but I love him and he really does make me happy.
I do know though that, as understanding as I am about our relationship and everything that comes along with it I'm not going to wait around forever. I deserve to be happy and I want us to progress to something more than just 2 people who fly back and forth to see each other but don't live in the same town because not everyone is happy or comfortable.
In other news, I've enrolled for school and that will keep me busy and help me not to think so much so looking forward to that.
2013 is hopefully going to be a better year for me and us.