Last night was one of the best sleeps I'd had in a while. I guess I needed the closure and didn't know it. We talked for an hour maybe and explained how we felt about it all. There were times it was weird but I got through the phone call without feeling so upset about it all.
I'm glad we decided to talk it out. I'm not sure how where our friendship will end up but I'm guessing it will be more of a every now and then again friendship where we talk once every blue moon. I'm ok with that. I think after last night's conversation it made me realise that I more needed the closure than I needed to have him and the constant communication with him.
Time to move on in this journey of mine lol.